Look at your life as a question, not a fact. Because any true spiritual / religious search is always a search for meaning. And then that question may be, “Who am I?” But also “Why am I suffering?” Do not rush with an answer, because the beauty is in the questions, not in the hasty, finished answers that become problematic the next moment, because the circumstances have changed. Rather use these questions as a point from which you look at the gradual flow of this world, its transformation, movement, emergence and disappearance. Travel with him, change with him, enjoy that adventure for as long as it lasts.